I just realized.You always took your time for me on the sidelines of your hobby. Although only 5 - 10 minutes, just to give the news to me. For gamers like you, it is difficult to divide the time like that. I am proud to had a day with you.
But now, we are like dominoes: I fall for you, you fall for another.
I miss the way you hold my hand. I miss the way you looked into my eyes. And i miss when.... You're the first person i think about when i wake up in the morning, and the last i think about as i go to sleep at night. I can never change my past, its already happened anyway. Hahahahahaha :") Ummm, i dont hate you for not loving me anymore, but i hate myself for still loving you! Damn it!
Yap! I miss you. I miss old us. I miss having you to talk to whenever i wanted.
Today, i am tired of pretending you dont mean anything to me. But i know...... i have to move on. I need to stop thinking about you.. Hmmmmh sometimes, i just wish i'd wake up and just forget about you.
Huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh you dont know what i am feeling yaaaaaaaaa
lalala~ bye mwah!
